WHEN U CAN'T SLEEP JUST RANT....THEN THE SLEEP TAKES OVER... :)

Something told me it was over
When I saw you and her talkin'
Something deep down in my soul said, 'Cry, girl'
When I saw you and that girl walkin' around

I would rather, I would rather go blind, boy
Then to see you walk away from me, child, no

so you see, I love you so much
That I don't wanna watch you leave me, baby
Most of all, I just don't, I just don't wanna be free, no

I was just, I was just, I was just
Sittin here thinkin', of your kiss and your warm embrace
When the reflection in the glass that I held to my lips now, baby
Revealed the tears that was on my face, yeah

and baby, baby, I'd rather, I'd rather be blind, boy
Then to see you walk away, see you walk away from me, yeah
baby, baby, baby, I'd rather be blind...

for some weird reason, this song makes me cry.

i haven't sang in a looooong time.....i miss being in a choir, i miss singing, i miss music, i miss my joy..... :(

suddenly i dont want to go to naija for christmas anymore........ with all this kidnapping, i'd rather sit my ass down here in yankee or jand or something, but i dont want to go back to naija and be watching my back every ten seconds mehn...... it aint happenning

I really need to get my lisence. this texas DPS people are messing with me oh...... they must not know about me...and those days wey i dey massacre people for cotonou.......dem go fear na!!!lol

summer schoool is over!!! yes!!! although i have just a week till the fall starts(binsh!!!) its all good, at least i aced those classes...woohoo!! give me my 4.0 biatches!!....lol

in maryland now........ perfect getaway...perfect!

just moved into my new apartment....i hate!!! as in absolutely hate moving...it means new evrything!!! new bed, new furniture, new decor, new evry friggin thing!! ........ with my current obsession/addiction with shopping online...I am buying evry single thing online (from new towels to new shower curtains to bed to kitchen napkins and oven mitts).... y cant i just get my lazy ass to the store.....*smh*.....(oh the thrill) at least i get stuff delivered to me and feel the thrill of opening boxes(its kinda like opening presents in christmas...ahhhh...joy)
my flatmate is a darling, not as stuck up as i expected a typical white-rich-girl-with-frat-rich-boyfriend to be...she's cool!!
leaves me little notes on the counter and is just adorable.......awwww..i feel loved..... plus we can use each others stuff and all...shes not an 'akanchi'...... she's just adorable...i want to just squeeze her cute cheeks!! (ok..I am gettting weird biko)
I hope this niceness remains till next year when my lease is up

time flies oh.....so now now now...august don already reach 18th? na wa oh...abeg it should keep flying......i dont kno y but i cant wait for 2010...seems like it is going to e a good year for me.......infact it is goin to be a good year for me!! AMEN OH!!

ok...so i replaced my spoilt itouch..yay!!! back to my music!
hmm...everyone these days has either blackberry or iphone or some new mobile technology...and i am still using a regular fone...kai!! *hides face*....i must get with the program oh...
pya...who wants to buy this darling(me) a blackberry storm... abi is it pearl? whichever is the latest biko....... thanks..if interested just email me....and we shall discuss from there...thanks in advance.

ok...so i am tired of blabbing.....i should get to bed.....y am i suddenly craving cheesecake?.... :(
*smh*

yours truly