- calculus test tomorrow, anxious, missed a few classes so i was sorta behind.... got tutored during the weekend by this really nice indian grad student ..makes me feel a bit more confident about the test..just a bit...... hope it goes well....
- Need a break from everything.... i miss myself..... i used to be happier...what happened?
- ..... i havent seen my daddy in about a year..i miss him...i just want someone i can cry to that wont judge me for being a crybaby.... he's that person
- i miss a certain somebody..... one of the exes...i wont say who. because i have a feeling they both read this blog... its probably a temporary feeling tho....i bet u miss me too sometimes
- i shoulda said yes when he offered to take me shopping..... shey he wants to form big boy? ask next time and see if i wont finish ur money...ode!! trying to buy me with money
- where the heck is ROCNAIJA? I miss him on blogville......
- I need to stop it already with this pride i have...... oh wait...its in my blood it cant go away...deal with it
- i want to go on a holiday..... summer 2010 get here already please? i dont consider my xmas trip a holiday
- why do i cry more frequently and easily nowadays?
- i realize i am a bit too nice....dont play with me morrasucker....my niceness is fading away..... u'll see the bad part of me..... take time sha
- maybe i need to sleep..... if only i could
- i like someone...it feels strange...its been a while since i liked someone....but now i do.....what do i do?
- if ur not gonna reply my freaking text or call me back then dont freaking text me in the fist place...... tchewwww..... yeye individual
- I AM DEPRESSED
- Have u ever prayed and felt like ur not being heard? i feel that way now...... i need some faith pumped into me...but then again its hard.....
- he doesnt deserve it..he's been too nice for a long time....... but like they say...life isnt fair....
- yea it really isnt fair.......
- why am i suddenly crying...
- GOSH I'M DEPRESSED
i need a window....to just pour out all my frustration.....and depression........
or maybe i'll just keep it to myself
24 comments:
Aww poor baby..
U just need to cry and keep crying, and if u run out of tears add pepper to your eyes and pump out a few more tears..
I feel your post though, but seriously pay no attention to your depression. Joy comes in the morning lol... Am not a christian so i won't give u all that depressin God talk.. *rolls eyes*..
Wanna bet, one of ur yeye commenters is going to make a comment about "Oh how God loves you, and why you should pray, and Jesus loves you" kinda nonsense cliche answers christian ppl always seem to give lol.
Lmao Ok i made the above comment without first seeing your prayer statement on your post, and now i've seen it I broke into laughter. Lmao @ you prayin and feeling like it' s not being heard, and you need some faith? Lmao hun am sorry 4 laffin but this is the funniest shit i've seen in awhile. U know for a fact that ur not sure dat anybody hears ur prayers, yet u need more faith to be pumped into u so u can continue to support a delusion?
But hopefully hun, everything works out for you.. and for everybody. I feel that a lot of ppl are depressed this days
Just to make azazel laugh more of his/her ass off more...i'll say this, i've been there as i'm sure u have been b4. Just remember how u felt then, like it was so deep u couldnt get out...but u did. Thats the faith boost u need. God always hears and He always acts but sometimes the result isnt a snap but its a process that makes u stronger. so just hang in there okay, e go better (smile, Jesus loves u)
remember this...sometimes God calms the storm for his child but sometimes he lets the storm rage and calms his child.
all i know how to do is hug, sooo, here *arms wide open* u can cry on my shoulder, i dont judge :)
...deep breath.
I'm willing to provide a listening ear if you need one.
lilarosegray@gmail.com
Warm Hugs. ♥♥
just hang on,things will be better,i miss me too,i think i used to be happier.
cry it out, we ready to give u a BIG shoulder to wet. about praying and not feeln heard. Sometimes God takes his tyme cos his ways are not ours and it's possy he thinks differently about wat u asking him for but just keep dat faith in him and ur prayers will sure be answered.
One of those moments uhn...
You can overcome this. Just say the words...
Gosh!!!! am feeling just like you
I am have cried this year more that have cried all my life.....except maybe as a baby lol
I go to church for comfort of their christians and to wsidom
I trully need faith pumped into me but i have recieved all the words , read the bible .....but nothing
I feel its unfair on the person am with, that am trying to be happy this minute , then an wailing the next.
I am soo unhappy, and the solution to my problem is not in my hands; thats what makes me so angry.
God give us a break.....good luck
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww,sweetie!........you are gonna be just fine ok.
It happens and bliv me,it feels a lot better when you cry it out cos the truth is that its a bit hard to explain y your depressd ryt?.....just hand in dr!
*e-hug*
Lol @ Neo..
To each his own o my brother..
One man's religion is another man's bellyache
Awwww, pele hon. Big hugs to you! I hope that you feel better and that your days get brighter. *hugs*
you know I was feeling the same way this morning...just a lil situation I'm in... I think that you are just overwhelmed and u've reached ur breaking point. Take heart...things do and will get better, otey ( sorry) cheer up and think of all the things that are positive in your life, but God is never sleeping....
Thanks a lot guys!!
u guys are wonderful people. I feel a bit better.
:)
God bless
eeee yah ndo nwanne!!..
and i agree rocnaija is MIA mehn..
Things get worse then they get better.....you'll get by...if you just smile!
You'll be fine dear, at least you know what's troubling you. There's no one that doesn't have issues. Take care and hang in there. This too shall pass..
@ Azazel, as long as she aint poking it in ur face (afterall this is her blog, ne pas?) why belle go come dey pain u?
Nne, how can you be crying like this na? Don't you want to look sexy in your Halloween costume? Dry your eyes let me go and buy biscuit for you inula.
((((hugs))))
Dont be depressed,God dey
One of those dayz. Just hang in there babe, easy...
My friend talk say, depression is caused by asking yourself too many questions wey no get answer "Is God hearing me?" "Is God going to answer me?" "Does that guy miss me?" "Why hasn't he replied my sms?" and so on.
PH babe, when my spirit is down I go to youtube and play Ekwe's "sample" video and I'm cured.
THANK U GUYS SOOO MUCH FOR ALL THE ENCOURAGEMENT!!!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!!
xx
depression is kinda circunsticial so with all you're involved with right now, its understandable why you would feel that way. but just deal with things one at a time and as they come. that works out for me. and are you listening to some kind of slow, sad, depressing music? throw that out the window. and i know how you feel about your dad becasue i'm a grown ass girl but i still miss my dad. and at the weirest of times especially. its just the darndest thing.
thanks bibi for the encouragement and the advice
:)
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