Where's my encore?

I suddenly and strangely have this strong urge to go back to naija... like right now.. if I honestly did not give a rat's ass about school..i would have hopped on the next plane to Nigeria, passport and handbag only in hand.. I need to be wrapped in a cocoon of family love.. phone calls are not cutting it anymore...


doing this African American History take home test/ 10 page paper and I have no motivation WHATSOEVER to even do it...
I am giving myself pep talks every 10 minutes..reminding myself about how orgasmic it feels to get an A... sometimes (..yea..feel free to judge me... i judge me too sometimes)


I miss my family so bad that i shed a few tears today ...I rarely get this homesick... I don't even get homesick 90% of the time..but lately I have been wishing summer would just get here..like tomorrow so I can see my family...


I need family loving in my life right now!


You know that feeling when you have people around you..you are not alone..but you are still lonely..and the only thing that will make you feel better is that good family loving?
That is exactly how I feel right now.


I need to figure out my summer plans... internship or naija? or just nothing.... (which is probably not a good idea..not doing anything for 3 months is not something I can do without wanting to rip my hair off my head)


Spring break is in a week and I honestly have never looked forward to spring break the way I am right now... school is trying to choke me..work too... in fact life is trying to choke me... I need to step away and breathe for a minute..


It's best to always go with your gut feeling....ALWAYS.. if things don't turn out right at least you'll blame yourself instead of wishing you had not followed some other person's unsolicited advice....


loose lips sink ships...relationships...friendship... companionships... in fact all the ships..if it ain't something U GOTTA say.. swallow that ish!! just close your mouth...breathe, swallow and sing nursery rhymes in your head..... 


Everyday I am learning how to be a better damn non-giver...


and today..not a single damn was given on my behalf....


i need to get used to this lifestyle...


shit's just better this way... 85% of the time... 
that's a percentage I can work with...

Yours truly,

Iphy.

P.S I need to join a band...like ASAP... I miss my first true love (music)....


P.P.S all you runaway bloggers ( see pot calling kettle black)... can you guys please come back..don't make me go and do juju..I'm from Anambra state..Okija is only a couple of miles from my hometown..if I jazz u... it WILL work oh....


P.P.P.S  The title of this post does not relate in any way to the post.... *shrug*